Boredom Manifests Itself
I haven’t written anything in a while because I’ve been crazy busy.
It feels good.
I enjoy myself more when I am kept busy. Which is probably because then I don’t have time to think too much. I’m trying my hardest to stop over thinking but since I’ve been doing it all my life I’m sure it’s only a matter of time. Lately I’ve been focusing on fulfilling my immediate needs and not trying to plan/live out my ideal life. It’s hard to do that when you don’t have a clue what it looks like.
This post is so bad that I’m contemplating deleting it.
But maybe in it’s horribleness there is truly greatness to be found.
Pfffff, whatever.
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The last part of this post made me laugh out loud.
I find life most enjoyable when I’m focused on the very moment I’m living rather than planning out the details of my future. The way I view life is that you can plan and plan and plan until the day you die, yet as you are planning you are missing the opportunities that are directly in front of you.
I’ve been talking a lot about this with a few people who are going through a rough patch. One friend in particular is facing the possibility of losing her mom to cancer in 3-6 months. She is so focused on what life will be like with out her mom that she is missing the precious time she has with her now.
Anyways that’s just my two cents: live for the now rather than the later.
January 31st, 2010 at 7:32 pm
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